09/11 - geography [1400-1700]
10/11 - math p1 [1400-1700]
11/11 - gp [0800-1145]
13/11 - math p2 [0800-1100]
17/11 - lit p1 [1400-1700]
18/11 - econs p2 [1400-1615]
20/11 - econs p1 [1430-1645]
03/12 - lit p4 [1400-1700]

somehow, i dont feel that kind of jubilation i expected. hahahahas.
but, i still feel relieved. :)
i'm not super happy that the paper today was manageable,
but i'm still relieved. :)

now there's a great shopping urge!
i really really really wanna go shopping. :(
there's so many things i wanna buy! hee. :D
and i haven't been out shopping for so long okay. not a on purpose shopping anyway.

mon - going to do hair! i still love my hair now, but i'm kinda bored with it. gonna see what i can do to it. heh.
tues - going in to malaysia with my mum and grannie for the day! send my grannie in for her flight to jakarta. :)
wed - out with the class girls? :)
thurs - lunch at my place! :D
friday is free for now! hahahahas.

i cannot believe this day has come. :)
i'm feeling very tired for some weird reason. and my tummy sucks. :(

09/11 - geography [1400-1700]
10/11 - math p1 [1400-1700]
11/11 - gp [0800-1145]
13/11 - math p2 [0800-1100]
17/11 - lit p1 [1400-1700]
18/11 - econs p2 [1400-1615]
20/11 - econs p1 [1430-1645]
03/12 - lit p4 [1400-1700]

i dont know why but typing is therapeutic. and i think i can type all day just to get rid of the nasty feeling that i’m feeling inside right now.

i did tell ling before the paper that i didn’t feel good about this paper. and i was right. the paper did turn out to be horrible. again, nothing that i’ve seen before would have been able to prepare me for this paper. to my dismay, even my ‘pet topic’ was lousy, and i didn’t even do it. SIGH. now i just hope that i did alright.
it feels terrible. it really does. i need to push harder for paper 2 now. i really really need to.

i just wanna get friday over and done with. and then i can, almost without guilt, think about all the things i need to do. perhaps i should just allow myself to think about it for tonight. make myself feel better.
i’m thinking about my hair, about my nails, about my shoes and accessories for prom.

and i’ve just realised that picture blogs are more interesting than word blogs. i guess i’ll start to post more pictures when my life gets more interesting. but till then.

i have so many things going through my head that i can’t get out, for some reason or another. i just hope things will be okay. i need next thursday to come quick. i wanna feel safe in your arms again.

i feel like i need a piece of paper to scribble like mad. i feel like tearing something apart. it’s so frustrating. :(

09/11 - geography [1400-1700]
10/11 - math p1 [1400-1700]
11/11 - gp [0800-1145]
13/11 - math p2 [0800-1100]
17/11 - lit p1 [1400-1700]
18/11 - econs p2 [1400-1615]
20/11 - econs p1 [1430-1645]
03/12 - lit p4 [1400-1700]

and i'm half done for the subject that i have least confidence in! :D
well i didn't feel too bad. but then again, i didn't feel too bad for the prelims either. hahahahahas. =x
we'll see how it goes. :)

me needs to scoot off to study econs!!!

today has been a great day! :)

productive [i would like to think it is] studying at coffee bean, love came down for lunch, bought earphones at buy 1 get 1 free, rain on the cover of 8 days! hahahas.
i dont know why i'm so happy. :D

17 more days to freedom!